Jessica Belmosto

Baseball season is right around the corner. That being said, you’ll be seeing A LOT more content. I haven’t been putting out as much content because school is getting to me. I’m burning myself out with that. The last thing I want to do is put out blogs because I feel like I have to. I miss writing but there’s nothing really exciting for me to write about. Instead of talking about sports, I’ll do what any Capricorn does best, talk about themselves.

I mentioned before that school is getting to me. I’m taking a math class this semester and it makes me crazy. I don’t know if this is a real thing but I definitely have a phobia of math. It’s so stressful. The math isn’t hard at all. The way the class is taught makes me want to give up. Tom Brady gets brought up every class and that’s also enough to make me want to quit. On a positive note, I’m doing the best I can with that class.

I’ve been taking time for myself. These past two months have consisted of moving on. I moved on from friendships and a romantic venture that left me all sorts of messed up. I’m doing better. I can finally say I’m okay with how things turned out. It’s not ideal but things happen for a reason. I’m still not sure I’m girlfriend material but for now, I’ll stick with being one of the boys. The whole “it’ll happen when you least expect it” narrative is a joke. I don’t believe in it at all anymore. If I’m gonna find someone, it’ll happen. Being single doesn’t define me and being in a relationship wouldn’t define me either. If it’s meant to be, it’ll be.

Health wise I’m okay. I’ve been more consistent with my treatment. I’ve also been going to the gym a lot. It’s not about getting in shape or anything like that. I don’t go there with this evil plan on how to reach a target number on the scale. I do it so I feel good. My anxiety and depression have been under control since I’ve started going. It’s done wonders for me. I’ve seen progress with my body as well which is nice too. I just want to be happy and I’m getting there.

I’m disappointed this isn’t a blog about JD Martinez signing with the Red Sox. I’m actually really bummed about that. Sadly, there isn’t much going on. I’ve been reconnecting with friends and trying to be the best version of myself. I have such a clear vision of what I want and I don’t want to let anything getting in the way of that.